{"id":1136,"date":"2009-01-26T23:16:28","date_gmt":"2009-01-27T04:16:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.toonesalive.com\/blog\/family\/?p=1136"},"modified":"2009-01-26T23:16:28","modified_gmt":"2009-01-27T04:16:28","slug":"this-is-very-good","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.toonesalive.com\/blog\/family\/?p=1136","title":{"rendered":"This is very good&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So I just read <a href=\"http:\/\/forums.parenting.com\/blogs\/parenting-post\/posts\/if-youre-sitting-there-spit-your-shirt-ones-you\" target=\"_blank\">this amazing post<\/a> by one of my favorite bloggers ever (her personal blog is <a href=\"http:\/\/rocksinmydryer.typepad.com\/shannon\/\" target=\"_blank\">Rocks in my Dryer<\/a>).\u00a0\u00a0 She just gets it&#8230; this joyful, exhausting, overwhelming, huge responsibility of being a Mom.\u00a0 She gets it, and she knows how to communicate it.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I\u2019m not sure I was fully aware, back then, how incredibly taxing those days were. I operated much of the time in survival mode, buzzing between a pediatrician visit to a botched bedtime to a temper tantrum to an explosive diaper (or three). And I <em>loved <\/em>it \u2013 make no mistake. For all the exhaustion, there were many times that were so precious they did (and still do) take my breath away. But <strong>the intensity of the demands had me bouncing back and forth constantly between joy and discouragement, wonder and fear. I remember feeling guilty, sometimes, knowing there would never be a sweeter season in my life, so why was it that I sometimes just wanted everyone to <em>go to sleep already<\/em><\/strong>?\u00a0 (Quoted from <a href=\"http:\/\/forums.parenting.com\/blogs\/parenting-post\/posts\/if-youre-sitting-there-spit-your-shirt-ones-you\" target=\"_blank\">Parenting.com<\/a>)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I read this just this evening, and it moved me to tears.\u00a0 Seriously&#8230; this is where I&#8217;m at most days.\u00a0 And she continues at the end of her post (which you really must read!), to say that after all is said and done we will think, &#8220;this is very good&#8221;.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 And today of all days, I had a glimpse of that.<\/p>\n<p>We were busy all day, out and about doing things, enjoying each other, having fun.\u00a0 Analise was in rare good form today&#8230; very sweet, obedient, not whiney or teary, full of grace&#8230; the girl I know she can be.\u00a0 Josiah was bouncy and playful, sweet and charming.\u00a0 And I enjoyed my kids today.\u00a0 It was balm to my sometimes beat-up Mommy ego that is constantly fighting\u00a0 with tantrums, colds, diapers, cracker crumbs, rundown trains and tears.\u00a0\u00a0 I know this calling as a Mom is <a href=\"http:\/\/www.aholyexperience.com\/2008\/12\/mothers-work-model-for-true-work.html\" target=\"_blank\">awesome and holy and full of great rewards<\/a> (another fantastic post),\u00a0 but today was a much needed glimpse of those rewards.\u00a0\u00a0 And at the end of the day, this post (quoted above) wrapped it up for me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So I just read this amazing post by one of my favorite bloggers ever (her personal blog is Rocks in my Dryer).\u00a0\u00a0 She just gets it&#8230; this joyful, exhausting, overwhelming, huge responsibility of being a Mom.\u00a0 She gets it, and she knows how to communicate it. 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